Drinking is um, some good stuff…
Drinking helps you “forget” that your family is not with you;
Drinking helps you “forget” that you can’t touch your wife;
Drinking helps you “forget” that you can’t come home and play with your son;
Drinking helps you “forget” that your son thinks you are a noise in a cell phone;
Drinking helps you “forget” how much you miss your family when you aren’t around them;
But most importantly, drinking helps you sleep, er pass out, at night and also helps the days go by much quicker so that the shitty feeling in you stomach isn’t THAT unbearable;
I miss my wife. I miss my son. I miss my family being together.
No matter how much I ever idealized my life would be without them, I know that I am a family man. I am my family. I am not complete without them. I have a massive void in my life without them. I can only work and drink and work and drink and work some more until they are around to show me that there is more in life that working and drinking. I miss them both terribly. I miss my gorgeous wife. I miss not being able to play with my son.
This entry isn’t about drinking and it’s greatness, it’s about how I can feebly express how incomplete I am without my wife and son and how I can barely “live” without them.
I don’t know how other people do it; I couldn’t do it for more than a few weeks. I want my family with me NOW!
Please excuse my drunken rantings. I am on my 10th beer of the night (and one small splash of red bull + tons of vodka). I am just ready for this time in my life to be over and am more than ready to be with my beautiful wife and son.
Did any of this make sense?!
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