Well Valentines Day 2006 is right around the corner and I’ve been giving Meri’s gift from me a lot of thought. We have been going through a rough patch for a while, resulting in me trying to figure out what to change in my life (I chose my career). I can’t thing of what to get her to show her that I truly want our relationship to work. I know that she wants some diamond studded earrings but I know that we truly can’t afford that at this moment. I’m trying to thing of an alternative to that. I was thinking maybe something handmade? She always makes me these gifts, either for Valentines Day or Christmas or my birthday, and they are really cool! I am just not that creative when it comes to making things or even ideas for what to make.